matilda-'s Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Days in Old Sac We spent the day talking about you and your sister. We walked in the places you liked to go. There is so much in her that reminds me of you. As you did remind me of Clarice. Of course I understand the thread now...why it is. I've finally granted access to tc, out of the bigness of my small heart. She shouldve been here.But couldn't. It's not like I dont understand. It wouldve been good for her and her crushed spirit. Does she know the hole in her soul isn't hers alone? Some things weren't meant to share, I guess. I have my judgements about this place. I let them go on Mt. Tamalpais. I was alone there, with the ancients. I'll be gone soon myself. It is good for the ego to die...such a worthy reflection, only something some buddhist with a glow could say. But that's not me. I think Brian Wilson said that...was it Pet Sounds? yes. 13:01 - Tuesday, Jul. 30, 2002 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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